Spin101: Life at Random

Oh! so I have a blog pala... (*wink) Guess, I totally forgot about this (*sigh). Things hadn't really been easy for me. I had so many things to attend to. The previous months had been a whole lot busier than I thought. I had the production of the hardbound yearbook to focus on, my classes aren't that easy to handle either, my on-the-job-training has started and I need to complete 200 hours of duty for me to graduate this March, I had IPRs, team-building activities, and parties to organize for Pylon, plus this little raket raket stuffs which consumed my remaining available time. Whew! Imagine that? And mind you, I still was able to spend time with my loved ones. Three more months, and my life would undergo a total restructuring. A change in everything is something that I still cannot accept right now. For now, my whole time and attention is focused on the present. There had been a lot of changes in my life this year. Good thing, the yearbook production didn't give me a lot o...

Wooohhh!!! I so miss this blog. It's like years since my last post! Geez...! I really don't know where to start. My life had been and is still a hullabaloo ride until now. Whew! But here I am - still alive, kicking and fighting. I really thought before that my second year as EIC would be a whole lot better than the first. I guess I was wrong then, because no load was ever lifted from my shoulders. Instead, more and more are added up every day. (hahaiz...) Honestly, I am so tired already. I am so tired squeezing up my mind to think of something good for the organization. I am so tired making up excuses for my absences from my classes ( my teachers are already tired listening to my reasons. ) I am so tired covering up my people's faults. I am so tired leading some people who do not want to be led, who thinks that I am belittling them when I give them instructions, and who criticize me and blame me with something that I am not even aware of doing to them. Well, I guess these t...

The earth seems to revolve and rotate so swiftly. Its fleeting motion causes a gazillion things to happen in a blink of an eye... And before we know it, we are caught in a hullabaloo of episodes we once thought is never going to befall. Yes, life is indeed unpredictable. We will never know what is about to fall right in front of our faces. No matter how we try to prepare ourselves for the expected, still we are caught off-guard by how it will take place... and most of the time, we are left wondering why it came to that point in the first place. Still, there are so many things that we have to thank life about. And having experienced all these things now, is already a great reason for me to be grateful.

Living my EIC/ (slash) all-around-housemaid role. Here being a photographer kuno... hehe... Last weekend was so much fun. As our theme for this year's book is "the environment", we started taking pictures of things that would show the beauty of nature. Actually, I am not really fond of taking pictures, but when somebody introduced to me " macro photography " , I got super interested on it. I found it very fun taking pictures of things that our own naked eyes cannot see. Through macro photography, I saw how a fly, a bug, a mosquito, and many other little things look like up close. I remember the first time I started macro photography, I no longer let the others take the cam from me (*wink) . Here are some of the pictures that I took last weekend... Pangareer na jud ni... Ahaha...

I composed this song once upon a time, and now, here it is... the official Pylonite hymn... (*wink) Errr..., I wrote the lyrics diay and Uzziel made the tune. The picture below is Leofhila 's work (applauses for Leop... weeehhh!!!). A music video will be made soon. (Yehey!) We are really loving our environmental and 3D themes. Super loving it! How pleasing it is to know That I am here with you The love and friendship that we share Is nothing but beyond compare The time seems to freeze Our happiness just doesn’t cease When we are all together Nothing will ever matter Chorus: My wish is that we will never part You will always be inside my heart The memories that we made Oh, it will never fade How we are when we are together The Pylonite joy doesn’t seem to waver Our love for one another Will truly make us remember The laughter and the tears We shared through these years We will always remember And in our hearts will linger No software could ever alter The color and brightness of ou...

Summer 2009 is so far the best summer vacation I ever had because I was able to enjoy every little second of it. Luckily, vacation is extended as classes are suspended for reasons I still do not know. The last "laag" we had is for two purposes - to wave goodbye to summertime and to Budoyski's singlehood (nyaaaahhhh....). A-huh... Our very own Budoyski is already going to tie the knot on June 12, Independence Day. On why he chose that date is still a mystery to us ( pagka Budoyski jud.... Independence Day gud na magpakasal gud! ) Anywayz, here are some pics of my memorable laags with the people I dearly love. With Bea at the Mabinay Hanging Bridge playing Monopoly in our house in Mabinay food tripping sa hide out etchuz sa Baybayon etchuz japon samot ka etchuz two of the people I love the most serious talk kuno sa pool side UG ANG MGA BINAKI WITH THE PYLONITES DURING OUR GROUP PICTORIALS

Warning: This is one of those pointless posts that I make whenever I badly need to update this blog. LOL Geez..., (*sad face) my last post received a zero "yawyaw" from my avid commentators. Hu-wwhhyyy...??? Finally, it's Friday and I'm stucked here with another pointless argument with the ever-pointless Dondon (*evil grin). Recently, I discovered a song which immediately became my favorite, and of course, Leop 's also... Jhet ? Wanna make this your favorite also? LOL... Anywayz, the VP called us for a meeting. I wonder what it could be about... This just means that we are now back to serious business (*sigh). Two more days, and classes will start again. Whoa! Am I prepared? Am I? Am I? I got no choice but to be... (*another long sigh) Fortunately, I only have nine more subjects left. Weeeehhh...!!! I really hope I can graduate. No, I have to. I ought to. This semester, I can only take four subjects. Geez... Lots'a vacant time, lots'a working time, lots...

I was browsing through my old posts when it dawned on me how my blog posts revolved on only one subject. I just realized that most of my posts before were directed to only one subject matter. "Trust and men are two words that don't belong in a sentence together. " I can still remember how I despised this somebody when I wrote this post. I was still enraged during that time when I wrote this. "A Stupe on Her Gaffes" was written after I repeatedly did something that I consider horrible. That was indeed a stupid mistake. To recall my words...- " I have done the most horrible thing on earth! And..., not only did I do it once.... Can you believe it? I made the same mistake twice. Okey..., probably it isn't the most horrifying thing in the planet, but for me it was! I don't even want to think about it, because everytime I do, I feel mortified with myself. Now, I always ask myself what came into me that I let two perverts fool me... Whoa..., maybe I was...

Geezz... I guess my previous post has indeed caused a little hullabaloo in this side of the net, and well, stirred up the minds of the people concerned ( err.., the people who let themselves be concerned ). I often hear some of my colleagues asking my friends, " tinuod? ". And my ever-loyal buddies would just shrug and say " ambot.. " or " huh? Duh,... etchuzz ra gud.. " I just shake my head and laugh at all these. Whew! So, is this really the price of being famous? LOL... Well, before anybody show to me their raised eyebrows and ask me nonsense, let me make things clear. Whatever ensued in my personal life now, happened because of a reason. And never did I break my own rule. Before I made this controversial decision, I made sure that I wouldn't be stuck in the middle of a mess ( read: something has been done to make things proper- and leaving is one ). I won't elaborate on that. But, if you're curious enough, ask me and I'll decide whethe...

Is this fate or mere coincidence? Is this for real or falsehood again? Is this the right thing or we just don’t know what we’re doing? Questions seem to be endless, Uncertainties make me restless. Should we? Should I? May those things that we’ve gone through Be our ultimate guide as we go Nothing is certain, you know But as long as there is love, we’ll make it through. We don’t know what lies ahead, What would become of us is uncertain Still, amidst all these indecisions, Only one thing matters, That, right now, there is me and you.

It was April 16, 2008, 9:26 pm when I had my very first time drinking something other than fit n right, softdrink, and water. Uh-huh... I had my very first sip of RH. It was Bea who handed me a glass with a quarter full of beer, and because it was her special day, though hesitant, I still opted to take the glass. Urgh! I had to close my eyes and try not to smell the "beer-y" smell of the liquid before I drew the glass close to my mouth. I just couldn't help but grimace at its taste, and worse, at letting it flow through my system. Bea then gave me a reassuring hug, thanking me over and over because she thought it was the sweetest gesture someone like me could ever give to a friend. My friends are considerate enough to give me just a little amount everytime they pass the glass on to me. They even marked the glass ( with my name on it ) to give me just enough for one gulp. Anyway, the rest of the night was spent joking around, laughing, and picture-taking. Oh, I suddenly re...

Have you been in a crazy situation when you just don't seem to know if you are really happy with what's going on in your life or you are just pretending to be? When you don't know if you're doing the right thing, because you don't even know what's right or wrong in the first place? When you are not sure if the situation has changed you or you changed yourself because of the situation? Whew! I think I just let myself get caught in this helluva situation. (*sigh) Did I just realize how a kurg I have been? I am always seen as somebody who should be looked up on but nobody has yet seen the many flaws in me that I've been struggling to conceal. Nobody has dared to rip me open to see the very core of my existence, because I haven't even done it myself. Nobody has ever known the real me, simply because I never allow them. I have been a great confidante, a good listener to my friends. Everybody comes and shares all their problems to me, but nobody really knows ...

We started it with a Palm Sunday night swimming, then a Holy Monday beach reel, and then a Holy Wednesday and Maundy Thursday "house hibernation" and photography adventure. Had it not been because of financial constraints, we could have went directly to my hometown, Mabinay, to spend the Good Friday and Black Saturday there. And so, because, I ran out of "dada" ( read: money ), I decided to stay home and finish reading "The Divine Secrets of the Yaya Sisterhood." Whatta week, indeed. Well, I was just enjoying the long holiday because I need to get back to work on Monday ( sigh ). I've composed quite a number of blogger stuffs (including a continuation of that "walking in the dark" post), but I wasn't able to bring my little journal with me. So, I will be posting those next time. Here are some pictures from my Holy Week escapades ( I wasn't able to get some from the Tanjay adventure ): Now, I'm conserving energy again for the Sum...