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Current feeling: sad
Current state of mind: Blank

So, how will I start? It seems that I have a lot of explaining to do. So, from where do I begin? Okay...

Classes have finally ceased. Yep, ceased permanently for me and 2800 others more. I have this mixed feelings about this. First, I am happy, very happy indeed; because finally, I will be able to say "bye, bye" to college life. But then, it dawned on me that not only will I say goodbye to school, I also need to kiss Pylon goodbye. This is what scares me. I am scared of going out to the real world (as they call it) and leaving my Pylon siblings. Am I ready? Nope, definitely not. So, where does that leave me? - to a world of question marks and exclamation points.

Honestly, I still haven't imagined life away from our little, colorful office. Yes, I had been aware that this moment will really come - when I have to make decisions for myself, when I have to become used to becoming away from people I love, when working isn't about just as fun and exciting, when an 8-hour workday becomes a routine, when bondings and laags already become an occasion. (*sigh) I guess, I have to bear with everything now.


What consoles me is the fact that I will be already on my own. Actually, independence was something I've already known since my high school graduation. However, this would be something different. I would be preparing myself for something heavier, something that's already mine. It's me against the world now or me for the world.

Ugh! I guess, being alone for a couple of days turned me into another melodramatic freak. I just hope he comes back very soon. This thing scares me and there's no one I can share this to right now (sigh)...

Comments

jelly said…
..nyaaaah...kahilak pod ta aron janj.. bye2x pylon diay ha..yaw sa ay...hehe
May 5, 2010 at 5:51 PM
jHeT said…
..huhuh.. ana jd janj..

..it's so hard to be leaving something that u've already been used to.. im soooo missing everything jd.. i still wana work with the yb and stuff.. i still wana b a "yagit" pylonite.. waaaaah..

..grabe.. we really have to face the real world na tlga.. *big sigh..

..kaya natin itetch.. ajah! *wink.. ehehehe.. c:
May 12, 2010 at 1:48 PM
Media-Girl said…
well Pylon as well s not ready c u leave...mmmhh..bleeh!..be with us n be stuck with us one more time!..hahaha..
July 22, 2010 at 10:56 AM
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