Spin101: Life at Random

It has been quite a while since my last post. It's because of a helluva lot of stuffs that I need to accomplish. And, well, frankly, I ran out of things to rant. Not because my life became satisfying all of a sudden, but because I got confused of which one to seethe upon. Anywayz, I am actually in the middle of making some yearbook stuffs when I felt this need to blog. Okey, so what's the title again? Oh yup... These past few weeks, it was like I was in the middle of a hurricane. Nothing, of all those things that I did, seemed right anymore. I was confused and my brain was like not functioning at all. I have done silly stuffs. Silly, did I say? Nope, it's more than that. It was ridiculous, inane, harebrained. Ok, I know they mean the same thing, but it's totally S-T-U-P-I-D!!!!! I am certain of some things, yet I don't know why I am still frail on stuffs related to them. I mean, come on.... Hello? Will somebody thwack this insanity right off me? Yes, it was insanit...

I was alone in the office when my friend gave me a link to this video. I find it funny yet so saddening. Well, the guy seems to be just so stupid, that his stupidity already made him very insensitive to what the girl is trying to make him feel... Duh... But I like the song anyway. The singer seems so sincere. Then I thought, over-sincerity can also lead to insensitivity... Insensitivity to the point of not seeing (or trying not to see) the flaws in a relationship. Well, this song is an exaggeration, but it still has a point.

Dear Person Concerned, I want to begin my days anew, with the thought of becoming the person I want myself to be. I want to experience something different in my life-- something that I think is right and could make everyone around me happy. I want to learn form the real world-- from the words I read, the sounds I hear, the things I see, and the touches I feel. I want to live again... this time, without the thoughts of you. It has been quite while since I lived my life freely-- free from worries and fears, free from doubts and insecurities, free from you. Now, things already fell to their right places. All those questions I've been holding for so long are finally answered. Now I know where I really belong. Life is a journey filled with many choices, and the challenges and choices that I have now, helped me find the dreams that I know are meant true for me. I know what my heart yearns, but I also know that it's better for me to follow what my mind dictates. Forgetting about how I...

After more than a month of the agonizing wait (wink*), the results finally got out. And, as expected (kidding), Ate passed the Philippine Nursing Board Exams (Yippeee!!!) Congratulations, Sis...! You are now an RN... Continue to inspire and influence lives. Hope to see you soon. Luv yah!

I am supposed to make my article for the yearbook, but it seems that I am disturbed with something that I made a poem instead (haha) I just can't write when something is bothering me... ugh! The poem really shows what that something is. I can't think of a good title yet, but I'll share it to you anyway. Don't mind me when I rant, It's just myself that I am dissatisfied of. Don't console me when I cry, That will just make me hate myself more. Don't be happy for me when I laugh, What you see is not an expression of how I truly feel. Don't be deceived when I act, I do things without thinking it over first. Don't answer me with lies when I ask, I've had enough that it seems normal. Don't look at me when I look at you, I'm afraid you'll see what my eyes show. Don't help me out when I'm confused, That enigma may be the one you caused. Don't pull me up when I'm down, I just know where I really belong. Don't worry about me...

I was not a fan, actually, of this "male pageant", until I found out just recently that the new Hari ng Negros is from my very own hometown, Mabinay. I was not able to watch the pageant but upon looking at the pictures taken during that "big night", I can say that the spectators that night did not regret that they were there. From the stunning judges to the marvelous production, awesome set to the hot and gorgeous contestants, what else could they ask for? Here are some of the pictures I got from the Hari Ng Negros site : Whew! How's that? Want more pics? Just click HERE .

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